One of the most mind boggling questions, when does a person finally realize that they’re dying. When does a person accept the fact that they’ll be gone one day and try to make up for all the time they have wasted on trivial things?
I hope that for you, whoever you are, you find a way to make peace with this knowledge once it finally hits you. I hope that you don’t feel as though you’ve wasted your life hoping one day things would get better and they never did. I hope that your mind can finally find a way to be at ease with your decisions and choices in life.
But most of all please know you’re never alone in these thoughts. This monstrous anxiety provoking feeling is in all of us, sometimes, it’s just buried a little deeper.